i remember those times

i remember those times when i were a kid

me, my dad, and my mom.

driving around the neighborhood till i fell asleep

i remember those times

when i actually played all day in school

there was no homework

and i graduated from school

oh. how happy i was *sob*

i remember those times

when boys and girls were just so cute and innocent

they were fighting for five minutes

but then they played together again

so peaceful and cheerful

i also remember those times

when i wanted to be a grown up so bad

when i used to adore adults

when i used to want the newest edition of barbie

when i watched meaningless cartoons and i laughed beacuse of it

when i used to go straight to any toy store that passed me by

when i wore a cartoon-printed tees and bags to school

when i brought my own meal from home

when i buy nothing but a candy and a balloon everyday

when i believe in superheroes

when i believe in miracles

when i believe in happy endings

and true love

and prince with his white horse and big castle

and fairy tales

and pink

and baby dolls

and tamagotchi

and sailormoon

and aliens

and eternal life

and all those silly things

funny how as i grew up, i realized those things that i used to believe are fake

and things i used to want, are actually useless

and peace and love are hard to find

there's only war and hatred

funny how my childhood has become a dream

i miss my childhood :(